I am stuffed

on sushi.
But it was YUMMY!

AZ's Price For Gas

AZ Phx Metro Average
Reg/Unleaded
$2.546

Mid
$2.655

Premium
$2.808

Highest Recorded Price:
Regular Unl. $2.546 8/18/2005

What's your states?
http://www.gaspricewatch.com/new/
Or google
'(state name) gas price' and see what you find...

Can anyone explain to me why Bravenet Taffic exchange page always pops up when I visit certain blogs?

Anyways, I was on time with bringing food to work, however the guys that would be eating it were early of course. So there were a few in there when I was putting everything out on the table. I feel like a caterer.
Anyways, when I arrived the guy mentioned that this place delivers. In my head I just thought Yes thanks, I didnt know that, but they wouldnt be able to deliver it till 8:15, the meeting starts at 8, so would that have worked for you? No. But instead I just bit my tongue and was quiet and didnt say anything at all.

I made awesome stir fry yesterday with Tofu. It was awesome. Also bought a wok to cook it in. The wok was cool, but not what I expected. You have to 'season' it and then not wash it with soap ever again otherwise you will have to 'season' the thing AGAIN. Seasoning is is boiling and cooking water & oil way TO long. Sis 'seansoned' the wok and I just cooked the veggies. We thought the wok would cook the tofu better than the a normal pan but NOPE. A frying pan is way better for that. So now I have a wok but not entirely impressed on how it works. Also learned that onions need to be cooked before all the other veggies. Oh man for some reason stir fry will hit my belly like a ton of bricks. agh. Its the most uncomfortable feeling ever. But it's nice when you are hungry. It' also just so yummy you cant stop.

Anyways, I suppose my dinner is not the most exciting thing ever.

I think I will post later. Gotta go.

It's inching it's way to full blow reality
I am becoming more aware of how niave I can be
This is not poem, just my random thoughts
I have fallen from reality and I am still crashing through all these crazy times that makes no more sense then this post.
This time I must be strong and on my own
I am just trying to figure out where this windy road goes
But sometimes it's not where it goes, its more about what happens on the way there
Who will I be when I get to where I want; I have no idea.
And really I cant arrive anywhere bc I dont know where my desired destination would be
I am about to embark on a whole new world. I wanted a hand but I guess I will have to just accpet my own
I like this random writing. It's makes no sense but it's me
I know what I am capable of, and now I just need to get it done
Life is confusing. Especially right now.
It's hard to not look back and wonder where I went wrong
But really I should not focus on that bc the past is just that.
People come and go.
I am trying to remember what my first real black friend once told me... it seemed so profound and yet so simple. Regina I hope you are happy out there somewhere.
Perception is not fact. And that is what most of life is.
I feel so shallow and simple. Why can this not be so easy for me to figure out.
I need to get better at following through.
Just a little over a year ago I was trying to leave the country
and look at me now
Have I really changed the much since then? Sometimes yes and sometimes no.
I gotta go to sleep now. I have to go bend over for the man. Not really. But I have to work and get someones food order in the morning that is almost half the of what I make in a week.
Isnt that sad? I am two breakfasts and a tip for these guys.
I am tired. Nighty night.

Open mouth, insert foot

I am a bit embarresed at the moment. Not sure how to redeem myself.

At work I am still new and still getting the hang of all this.

But I guess I opened my mouth about couple of things that I shouldn't have. I should have known better but I didnt.

Someone gave me the scoop today on my 'oops'. I feel dumb. Oh gosh.

I have to pick up food tomorrow morning for the one the guy that would have been a bit hmm what's the word...bothered by my 'oops'. Me being me would like to say sorry that I messed up but that probably wouldnt be professional. So fuck me. I am not going to ever open my mouth again and talk to only my boss. I thought everyone was close friends. But there seems to be more to the story.

I still have some learning to do. I feel like this terrible trouble maker.

I have no idea where this post is going to go.

Sometimes I get bored and don't have anything to do so I write.

I am constantly conflicted about some things in my life. I never know which way to go with something. I end up racking my brain and never making a desicion and kinda wait for life to slide the situation in another direction. This is only with a few things. Not everything. Typically I am a head strong person and I don't have much question, but then out of now where I will be stumped it. It sucks.

I am stumped if you couldnt tell.

~~~

I am trying to not get full blown sick, I am tired and would like to go home and sleep. School starts Monday and I have not gotten any school supplies or my books. The school said they mail my check to me to collect and deposit. So I will have that money soon.

I am also getting paid a lot for working full time partially last week and this entire week. Although the thing that sucks is that it's only Tuesday and I want to go home and to have the week be over so bad. It feels like someone punched me in the face. That's how bad my pressure is. Although I just sneezed and it sort of relieved it Let's hope for good.

I am nervous about school. How could I not be? I have not been for over a year. I am going to be 21 with a bunch of younger people. Not that I am so old, but I barely get along with people my own age, I am dating a 33yr old, and now I am going to be around a bunch 18-19 yr olds. Sheesh. But really thats not all true. I may be with older kids too. We will have to wait and see.

~~~~

So anyways, just playing around wth font bc I am trying to change it up a bit. I like this one the best. It's no pretty. I also like New Time Roman font too. Arent I plain? Most people seem to like Comic Sans bc it's fun or real big pretty cursive like letters. Not I. I like plain, small, slightly curved tidy print. It's dainty too. To me it kind has a flair of goth or old time to me. Especially the g's, a's & the K's. OK I am a dork if I really just wrote a paragraph about font. Does that tell you how bored I am?

~~~~

B is a weirdo. I hate it how I will feel so differently about one conversation through the day. I like it, I hate him, I hate myself, I think its dumb, I think its great and how it I really just over analyze somethings.Do I sound bipolar?
anyways, only time will tell and I am really getting sick. I can feel the pressure building up, but at least I can breathe. K had this exact thing, excpet since she has asthma her body couldnt fight it. I probably wont get as sick as her. She thinks she will get out of the hosptial soon. I hope so!

~~~

My car insurance wenr down $30 a month. How cool is that?
Down to 120 for full coverage now!

~~~

Ok well that is it for now.

more verbage

Today has been ok. Just another day for the most part.

I didnt work out as long as I would have liked but at least I got ten minutes in on the treadmill.

Office politics suck. Especially when you are me and a 'know it all'. But I know I don't know it all, but I do know a thing or two and would like some people to know.. ;)

B buzzed me a bit ago. Normal yappy yapppy conversation along with yada yada. 30 min later we then we started to talk about more sensetive topics.

The conversation ended with me in one mind set. I chewed on some thoughts. And rang him back to share them. I know he probably gets a bit annoyed when I do that. Get somewhat bothered, we get off the phone only to call back. But sometimes I need a min to gather my thoughts before I unload them.

So that is what I did. Not so much that I got the outcome I wanted. But I got 'the' ear to unload to. And that much makes me feel better about ~me. You can't change peoples thoughts, choices, & opinions. You can only plant a seed of thought and see where it grows. It's all up to them.

We will see how my little seedling grows, if at all..

Things were left on a good note.

I have to get up early so with that my loves I will bid you a beautiful goodnight.

I owe a post

And this is my 100th entry here on blogger. Yay.

Anyways,

This weekend has flown by. Fri I got off work early and headed of to Blakes. He took me out to eat at our little romantice intalian place. It's sooo good and so perfect. Watched a movie that blew ass but had a good time. Bacically just hung out. Came home sat evening and took a nap for a half hour bf I had to be back out the door at 5:30 for a b-day party.

Got home and started to natch Nip/Tuck and zonked out on the couch.

Got up, went to the store and got breakie stuff. French toast.
Going to family dinner at some at great uncles house. Hmmm free food...

Anyways, most everything is swell. Not a whole lot goin down right now. Had a busy weekend so far. Going to work a few full days this week bc boss is still sick.
Always could use more money.

Wish I had more to say. I do but don't feel like getting into it now. Maybe later.

Hope ya'll are having a good weekend! :)

My Interview

Out of all the accomplishments in your life, what are you really most proud of to yourself; no matter now silly and little it would seem to others?
I don’t think I have one accomplishment that I would consider the ultimate at this time. There are a lot of littler milestones that make me smile. However, as of right now I think the most important goal I am working on is getting back into school to get a degree in nursing. So far, so good.

If you could make your own man, what would he look and how would he treat you and other people?
He he he… I like tall guys, with dark longish hair (something I can touch bc I love to!) and light eyes (preferably green). I like a strong build, but with out a lot of big muscle (not into football players). No six packs, I like a slight curve. Nice skin, don’t care about complexion color so much... Oh not into guys that are picky and wear brand name clothing all the time, I like people that are comfortable with themselves no matter what they are wearing. I like the 5 o’clock shadow on a fresh smelling guy. Hmm…
Personality wise I would like someone that knew how to break the rules & have fun but are also responsible. Deep people who can think outside the box are a must.I don’t really want to say I would like to be treated like princess, but on occasion it would be nice. I would like a relationship to be a bit of a challenge so I don’t get bored, but not strenuous. Know what I mean?I like guys that can be laid back, loud ond crazy, and always treat others with repect.

If you could have a super power, what would it be?
I have always like Rogue’s powers, or to fly. Haven’t really thought about it.

Who is your favorite person, in the world and why?
I am a Momma’s girl. I know I bitch about her, but when you are close to people it’s hard not too. My Momma is beautiful, strong, and so very intelligent. We are a lot alike. ;)

Who is your least favorite person, and why?
Ewww, hmm that is a hard one. I don’t really think about that in terms of who do I hate the most.

If you could change anything about your life what would it be and why?
Living in a HUGE house, but with my family. That way we can still be close but far enough away. Maybe fix a few issues that B and I have at the moment

Do you have any pets?
Oh gawd. I have ton of pets. When I lived at my Dad’s I had two dogs that I still love to death. Poco & Chili. Both of them are a bit old and will not be around much longer but they are my boys.

Chili is a Golden Retriever. His little face is turning grey with age, but he is to so sweet and so cute. He’s a bit over weight. We always tried to put him on a diet but he will even eat his own poop instead of being hungry so I think after 10+ yrs we gave up. He’s just slightly pudgy. Not obese or anything. Chili is really just so cute though. He will just stare out you with the softest eyes and he’s so gentle and he loves to sniff faces, hair, and heads.

Poco is a bit more dominant and likes a lot of attention. He can get jealous and def let’s you know about it. He has a lot of personality and is always making noises to go along with his mood. He’s deaf now and has lumps in a few places so he looks pretty funny. He is a total mutt and is so ugly he is cute. He can be a bit territorial but he is well loved by the family.

Poco’s and Chili live at Dads still where they are ‘retired’, but even though they aren’t as quick as they used to be they still have a ton of spunk.

At my Mom’s we have cats. I am not a big cat person as I like dogs but that’s ok. I really just love animals.

A while back my old friend Jen and I (she is on my pic page, last pic, w/ green sweater on) went to this old friends house that we knew was pregnant. Her boyfriend and roommates were on bad drugs so went to see if we could at least get her out of the house for a bit. We knew she was home but she just ignored our knocks.

These people had a ton of cats around the house that weren’t fixed and they just kept on having litters of kittens. We while we were knocking there were 2 lil baby kitties all curled up in an empty, dirty, food bowl. It was in the summer time so it was fairly hot out. Jen and I ea grabbed a kitten and took them home. I am an animal lover and couldn’t stand to see the lil babies not be taken care of. I wish I could have helped all of them though. So Jen took the black one, I took the white fluffy one and and that is the story of Teddy. He is our Himalayan.

Mom wasn’t so happy when I first brought him home but they are now best buds. Ted loves Mom. Mom loves Ted.

This was over 4 yrs ago so now Ted is grown up and has long forgotten my good dead. He’s a little stuck up. But he is very cute though, and when he was a baby he eyes were crossed, he kinda grew out of it, but when he is tired or feeling extra spunky his eyes still cross. I think it was bc he was in a house full of drugs as a kitten, but who knows. But I saved his little porky life. Jens cat ended up taking up with her neighbor, an elderly lady that needed a friend.

Lastly, Blake’s dog. He isn’t really mine, but he would be if I had my way. His name: Rick James, as in “I’m Rick James bitch!” He’s a boxer mix. Mostly boxer, he is in my pics too. Not the best pic though. He’s a bit of a special needs dog but oh so loving and cute. He just adores me. I just adore him. He can’t be let outside on his own or he’ll take off. He has bad anxiety but it’s he's so well worth it. Everyone that meets him including all my friends and family just LOVE him. But him and I have something special; we have a connection ;)

Blake just recently go him a sister. Macey. I forget what kind of she is but she is HUGE, all while and fluffy.

Where did you grow up?
Chandler & Scottsdale Az!

If you become famous one day, what do you think would make you famous?
Oh I have no idea…

And most importantly what would you do with your three wishes, and no wishing for more wishes!? 1. 1. more money
2. peace and love everywhere, especially for me
3. happiness for all, especially for me
;)

At work early

At like 8:45 I got a call from Peter asking me to come it. Katie was sick. So I got here at 10 instead of the normal 12. An extra few bucks, YAY. But the thing that sucks is that I am bored and will have nothing to do. I think I might go work out for a bit. C ya in a few.

Isnt my job great? Just get up and go work out? I have to take the cordless with me though...

It's late and I am up

I went to Ikea with Yasmin tonight. She got a cool new bed set picked out. Ikea wasn't so bad this time around. Last time I went there it on a weekend it was packed! Oh my word I will never go to Ikea during the day. People are hurded around like cattle & have to walk shoulder to shoulder. It's horrible. But this time was not bad. Not so many people. But tyou are fucked if you want to find a bathroom or the exit for that matter.

Yaz and I also rented Garden State tonight. It was really good. I love Natalie Portman. She is just so cool.

At the end of the movie Natalie Portman and the main guy are sitting on some stairs. The guy is telling N.P. he has to go back to his home (in a dif state) for a bit to get his head straightened out & to get into some counseling. He had some issues through out the movie. It's kind of an intense moment bc she's crying saying don't go and he is telling he has to but that he will call when he gets there and tring to reassure he that he loves her, everything is going to be fine, and that he will be back soon. He gets up and leaves. She cries.

This seen reminded me of B and I. Except B isnt going to counseling. He thinks that he can fix himself or get things straight on his own. I don't know if he does. Sometimes it takes a while bf everything goes back normal. I wonder if someday they just won't. Like now. I tend to think that they will. But I could be wrong. And the odds are that one day, whether it be today or some later time that things wont go back to 'normal' and I will be wrong. I've seen him do this a few times out the 15-16 mos I have been with him. When things are good they are sky high and nothing could ever be better, but then there are these lows that are kinda really low. But I love him.

I really do think that it's not so simple like some people like to chop it up to be. People can be fucked up and complicated. But everyone is welcomed to there opinions and some even share them with me. I try to not let it get in my head. Normally it doesn't. But sometimes I am a bit offended bc no one knows anything to make these judjements and form these negative opinions. I dont really talk about my personal shit (anymore) with that many people. So people that know me just come up with their own theories. I don't bother arguing or standing up for him or our relationship. I don't think I should have to in the first place. It's their opinion. And I think that for the most part I am secure enough to let you or whoever think what they want bc in the end it only it's only someones insignificant little opinion that knows nothing. This whole thing really only effects one person and that is me. And when it gets to the point that I can't hang then peace out dude.

But preferably I would like to be left alone and to not hear some peoples negative crap bc they don't know. I think I am a big girl and if I am making a mistake then it's obviously a lesson worth learning.

But at the end of the movie the guy changes his mind and finds her in a phone booth crying somewhere in the Airport. Takes her and makes everything better.
I wish my happy ending would hurry up... maybe I wont get one.

Another thought I had. I was driving home from Ikea, taveling on one of the biggest freeways here that you can see a major part of the city from. Even here in Phoenix Az there are so many people out there. If you got to meet everyone in your metropolitan area how many times would have a strong liking or love for someone? Probably a more than you think. In my opinion everyone is very much capable and probably would cheat or be unfaithful given the right oppertunity. It's only matter of circumstance that you meet the temptation that causes you to fail that first person. That's why I think so many affairs happen with people that work together. It was a matter of chance that you got put in the same office with this person and they are actually interested in you too. Where else would we meet people? Besides bar and through other friends?

Well anyways I am going to close that morbid thought.

I think tonight I might be losing a bit of faith that I had yesterday in regards to B. This happens. I'll be hopefull and then I'll be less... It just kind of works out that way.

good night

Well I just worked out and feel GREAT!

I only worked out for 25-30min but WOW what a difference. I started off the treadmill with 3lbs weights in hand, then jumped on the weight thing that you can excersize your arms and legs, I did 10-15 reps with my arms at 40lbs. Next I beat the shit out of the punching bag. I was quite impressed with this bc the last time I remember going at a punching bag I barely moved the SOB. But this time it was swinging with my blows. I even had to stop it from moving and then I'd start wailing on it agian. And then to finish off I jumped back on the tread mill and sprinted uphill for another ten min.

Maybe I should have persued boxing? ;)

My right arm is sore BUT WOWWIE I feel good. I dont want to be thin bc I dont think I will look good that way. I like my curves but I need to lose the extra pundage that's hanging out right now.

Will update in a bit bc I gotta do make din din...

Feeling a bit lonely today....

The day started off well and now.. well I feel kinda alone now.

Don't have any plans excpet that I am going to work out tonight in a bit. There is gym here. So yeah feeling a lil fat so gotta fix that.

Yazi came and brought me lunch today. Very nice of her. She brought Israeli food from our fav restraunt -yum yum.

I got nothing planned for the wkend. I still have my go-cart tix and thinking that I may invite a friend to go ride them with me.

Also Cold Stone Creamery Corp office is close to work and they have a free store inside that whoever knows about it can go in and order free ice cream. Cool huh? Our people are friends with their people. So maybe I will do that too, but that would go against my new plan of eating right and getting back in shape.

Anyways...in other news....
egh, I have no other news.

So till I have somethign to talk about ta ta

I'm bored!

Tuesday ~added update~

Almost forgot:
~The update~
As I last posted I was a bit peeved at B. I think I had reason. But as of now everything is fine though, at least as far as I can see and tell. We are talking and getting along fine. I also just realized that B has & has had a lot on his plate, so I am trying to back off and let him deal with everything.
~~~~~

I woke up completely out of it today. It was very odd for me.

I rolled out of bed, ate some left overs and started to get ready for work. I dragged ass and was almost late.

I feel totally unlike myself today. Even putting on make up was a challenge and took it off more than once bf giving up on it. It could be bc of the new hair do but today my face just looked totally different and I wasnt liking it. I even had a hard time with my lashes.

Also I feel like I have put on some weight int the last few days. I hate it very much. I have been eating a bit more lately. I dont want to be overweght. Could it be the time of the month? I dont know, I have a hard time reconizing those sort of things bc I havent been regular bc of PCOS. I have no idea. But I know that I am going to take walk/jog around the neighborhood. I am also going to try & think of healthy meals to eat more of that I actually like. I am big into tofu right now. So I might go buy some of that and cook it and eat it with veggies. I wont add noodles bc they are more fat that I dont need. Oh fuck... its taco day... I will still jog and just wont over stuff my self in the mean time. I could totally be over reacting which I probably am....but I dont feel good in my clothes this past week....

I went out to the dubliner last night w/ Yazi. It was fun. I don't think I really fit in there or this area. I would like to move back to scottsdale. I miss my hometown. I love my house so if I could just move it with everyone in it, I would be happy!

I think I am at one of those places in life that I just dont know where I am going to be in the near future. I just have no clue. Nothing seems very solid to me and I feel like if I had an oppertunity to move I would totally do it -if I could...

Today is going to be a boring day here in the office. I already know. The mail is already done and I will sit here trying to find something good to read on the net for another 4 hours bc I left my book at home.

Another rainy day

here in Az.

I don't have much to post about bc I am boring....

hmmm.......?

Here's some news that just came in...

Iran resumes nuclear work; the West scrambles
International Atomic Energy Agency to hold an emergency meeting Tuesday - a step closer toward a showdown at UN.

http://www.csmonitor.com/2005/0809/p02s01-wogi.html


8/8/05-New York
Peter Jennings Dies At 67

http://www.kltv.com/Global/story.asp?S=3695870

90's & other tid bits about me

I am not going to write posts in blogger anymore. It’s such a frustration to write and then have the net to go down (like today) or to have blogger eat it.

Anyways, I will try and recreate my post that was lost.

We made breakkie for the fam-damily today . I make the best eggs. Hmm yummy. They were delish.

While me and my Sis were cooking I put on the 90's cable music. I love the 90's. It was my time. I was born in the early 80's but they just didnt have the same impact on me...

It’s the music from the 90's that can take me back to times, memories, and experiences that for the most part lay forgotten deep in my mind. It was a time when I was getting to know myself and the world around me. I def think that the 90's were more interesting as far as culture and ‘the seen’ is concered then today. It was also the peak of my radical self. I seemed to have had so many more thoughts, ideas, and theories at that time. And cool memories. I think I am boring now. Or at least I feel boring....I guess I can't be that bad in my 20's. But, I seemed to have gotten wrapped up in the ‘real world’ and parts of me that were radical and creative died. I lost my edge? I used to write (I thought good) poetry and now when I try I seem unable to. Maybe I am more jaded? It holds me back? Ahh I don’t know. But I love the 90's. And I don't think VH1's ‘I love 90's’ special does it all the justice it deserves.

~~~~

Like I said earlier I got my hair done yesterday. I love it. It’s creative and kinda original. I have a vibrant but dark merlot/wine color with blond highlights that are a bit chunky. It’s slightly alternative, pretty, & girly...it’s perfect for me. Maybe a tad bit of punk to it w/o looking like a trouble maker. Its just goes well. I will try and post a pic bf it fades and becomes more average looking.

~~~~

Also I wish that I could customize my blog. The colors here are not very 'Rachael' bc I am not a very 'pink' girl. But the template choices on here dont match me very well either. I tried to change the pinks on this one to a deep red and half the pinks changed and half of them didnt. I must not have found all of the color codes and changed them. I gave up on it.

~~~~

I forgot the other topics I was going to write about. That’s ok though. I think I want to do something artsy today.
Well anywho, maybe I will write more later.
Ta ta

Up Late

Tomorrow I am going to get my hair done. I am very excited about this.

Also I am going to get my oil changed. How fun? I am 200 miles over. Not so bad eh?

Just watched a show picking apart the pros & cons of police chases. They had quite a few cases were the chase killed innocent people. And then at the end they had a case where a police officer was not aloud to chase a suspect and that 'suspect' later sexually assulted and killed a young girl. Makes you think.

However, I have to agree that if there are quite a few people in the area then high speed chases should not occur. Especially with the technology we have today, and with the use of air patrol we really do not need 10 cop cars chasing one guy. Just my opinion though.

Today I saw B, went very well except he kinda bothered me this (fri) afternoon and so I just left. I simply avioded eye contact and conversation & just got my stuff and left. Didn't say anything to him besides when he asked why I had a bit of a 'tude'. I told him I didnt like to be a treated a certain way and continued to walk out the door. I heard the front door close behind me as I got close to my car. I didnt look back, and I didnt even have much a "'tude". I didnt do anything besides leave.

I think that may have surprised him. I didnt provoke a fight, didnt stomp out, and I didnt try and fix the issue. I just left. I may not be on his list of fav people right now, but I guess I have no patience anymore or any desire to fight about shit. If there is something I don't like I am just going to distance myself from it. It's simple, right?

I can see now that I am a really good thing that he has and if he wants to throw it away & ruin it then fine. I wont argue and try to change the situation. Maybe he should date other people and see if he can do better. If he can then I know I definitely can too. Not sure if we are actually fighting. I guess I will find out sooner or later.

Nothing else to really say at this point. I think I am going to drop one of the classes I enrolled for. My financial aid only requires 9 credit hours. I am taking 12. I will be better money wise if I take 9. So thats what I am thinking about that...

I have decided I am very much against booty calls & friends w/ benies. I dont want to ever be in a situation that I feel like a booty call. I saw someone close to me struggle with a booty situation and it makes me sick. Really did.

Also I am not going to add text to my phone. If I have something to say to someone I will call them. Otherwise, I can recv but can not send. I like it that way. In a way it's such a cop out. Its an direct way to indirectly contact someone. It's crap.

Ok well that's all she wrote.

Nighty night.

Oh yeah, I had 130 hits yesterday?

Where are all these people?

So you found me...

I thought I buried myself pretty well. I guess it was going to happen sooner or later that I linked Yaz and had her not link to me. Hope everything is enjoyable or at least interesting. Kinda embarressing when somone has access to all of your personal shit. Well anyway hi jbizzle, hope you keep this to yourself.

Today I am bored out of my mind at work. People would think I am lucky to sit around and surf the net all day, but really thats all I do. Ok ok, Katie and I shoot the shit for a bit, we do the mailed funding and make spread sheets and then I feed the fish. The phone rings maybe 1-4x an hour. People come in every once in a while ask me to stanp something with the stamp machine and thats it. So I get bored.

One of the guys I work with flies in from NY every week and I think hes weird. I have the deposit slips and whenever he needs one he always came up behind me and reached over me or whatever (he got 2 close) to grab one. I would think he would say excuse me & wait for me to move, but no. He just reaches in the desk to grab em and gets so close I can hear him breathe. This happens everyday or sometimes a couple of times a day. One time I told him to take some with him so he wouldnt have to walk up here everyday and that got ignored. So after he did that yesterday I rearranged the desk & moved them to the side of desk where he grab all he wants and he isnt in my bubble. He is a perv. It's not the only thing that he has demonstrated he weirdness. But he's backed off after I made it clear I was uncomfortable w/ him talking about boobs with me.

So tonight I am going to ride the fast go carts with B. I think it will be a good time. Not really taking things seriously. Although he is calling me more often now and spends more time on the phone with me. Last night we gabbed for over an hour. It's cool that even after all this time we can still just shoot the shit for that long w/o getting bored or talking about serious crap.

After this semester I will be done with all of my SB credits. Kinda excited. Found out that also I only need 2 math classes for my major. Very cool as that I am a math retard.

Well besides that I dont have much going on today.....

Still bored and want to eat junk food. I am trying to contain myself as the kitchen here is stocked and I could munch all day for free.

Maybe I will write more later.