Very Sick

Hello. I am very ill today. I dont know what its from but I woke up in the middle of the night and was very sick. I wont even say all that I could bc I know that it would be to much info. But I am sick. I think it might have been my diet. It was so horrible. Yesterday I cheated and ate a meal that I normally wouldnt be allowed to and I think since I have not been eating carbs and everything it blew up in my face. Today I am easing my way back into carbs so that I dont have a repeat. So far its been appple juice and a bite of rice. Any diet that has caused me to react like that is no good and I didnt even loose that much weight. bastards. So low fat? Low cal? South beach? Even my inside girl parts feel weird today. I cant even say or express what an empty no good feeling its been all day. I cant wait to get over it. I almost want to go eat diary queen and get the brownie blaster. Its so good and I have been CRAVING IT.

I called B a little while and ago and no answer or call back. I think that his drunk dial to me was a joke or something. So that makes me feel shitty inside. I dont know what I did to him but it his choice to completely ignore me. And then I think....that no matter how mad at him I have been I've not once ingored his call. Thats not fair. And the last time I remember him ignoring me was last.....Valentines day wkend. I couldnt remember what the hell it was called.

So thats about that. I think i am going to go eat a PBJ.