12-30-04 Time gap & Back Together

12-30-04 8:31 p.m.
hey there,
So its been a while since I last updated, dog guy and peck guy are old news. Peck guy got jealous WAY to fast and dog guy just fizzled, our senses of humor just clashed.

Not else happened is the past few weeks to mention besides that Blake and I got back together. He did wait for an excuse (that I gave him) to see me. Breaking up is hard to do, and in some ways getting back together is harder. This isn’t easy. I wonder now if its worth it. not sure. I hope so, but we will see. Last night I hung out with him and it was the first time ever that I thought about saying I love you to him. I didn’t bc I am not sure if I really do and i dont take that lightly. Even if I knew for sure i wouldnt tell him anyways. i dont quite trust him w/ my feelings right now. But anyway I am just going to hand write in my journal tonight so adios