1-27-05 DRUNK GIRL, bad water and Yasmin leaving

01-27-05 3:22 p.m.

Wow, it’s been a while since I last posted. So lets see what is new...I got drunk a few times this week and then last night I totally crashed. Tonight I think I might crash again bc I am not feeling great. My back hurts, ears are plugged, and my insides & lungs are sore too. Not sure what that means…. The water in phoenix went bad, not sure if its good yet...maybe that what’s wrong w/ me. I puked in the bathroom of a bar this week. How funny. Ill post that story at the bottom of this. So I feel like crap today. I kinda want to go to the Dr but don’t think I am sick enough yet. Yasmin leaves on Monday. :( That will be a very hard day for me. Tomorrow we are suppose to have girls night out. I am hoping that I will feel ok to go out with them. Sunday Yasmin and I might go to the Dubliner for their anniversary party. It’s an Irish pub near our houses. Very cool little place. I’ll miss Yasmin a lot after she leaves.

I miss Blake. I wish he would hang out with me. GET BETTER U ASS!

OK well that’s about it, wish I had more to say.

DRUNK GIRL STORY 1/25/05

So anyway this is kinda funny...so 4 of us meet up and go to the Sail Inn. Its in Tempe and i would describe it as a fun shit hole. So anyway the bartender....Viki has a drink called the Viki Special. She said it was a strong but very good drink, so we all order one. I watch her make our drinks...this woman fills the entire glass almost to the rim with Vodka...dumps in a splash of pineapple/peach? and cranberry juices. Like no kidding a ~splash~. I look over at Yasmin scared, she recommended this drink. The bartender Viki brings us our drinks and then continues to tell us she 'loves to get us cute college girls drunk, we are what bring the men around' I'm thinking...hmmph lady that’s kinda weird'. She laughs as she walks away.

As weird as she was she did get the last laugh.Her drink was awesome so then I start my 2nd one already wasted blabbing about anything and everything. Yasmin, Megan and Jen are all laughing at me. I'm telling them that if the drunk hippie comes back I will simply get up and walk to another table. That poor guy, all he kept saying was "so you girls into local music? You guys should come to Chasers sometime, that would be awesome man! yeah!" I guess his drunk friend fell in the parking lot and broke his hand so he was taken to the hospital. The drunk hippie stumbled out after that.

Well this sensation of uncomfort starts to come over me...I sit there drink, smoke, talk, continue the night and then food enters my mind-but DAMN IT no one else is hungry so no one wants to leave and drive somewhere. So I sit there some more. Still uncomfortable. But sipping and talking. Finally after a while I know I am now done. I announce interrupting people talking that I am going home. They offer to go get food ~YAY(they must have known I should not have been driving at that point). So we finish up, I’m excited about food. Still feeling uncomfortable though.

So I stand up to leave, I remember this like it was in slow motion. I stand up, turn and start to walk...and then it hits me; I am going to be sick! I'm trying to swallow/breathe and do things to lessen the sensation. I head into the bathroom thinking that if I splash some water on my face and just breathe it'll go away. Well no, that didn’t happen, as soon as I flung that door open and walked into the bathroom the situation had come to a head.. I threw up 3 times in the toilet. It was horrible. But Yasmin being that gall she is had one of those portable little finger tooth brushes. It was very convenient. Yay Yasmin.

So there Viki, you'd be proud. I had a few of The Viki Specials and then continued to have a few very very special moments with your toilet, that was actually very clean I might add. But the important thing here folks is this; I woke up...-on time- and made it to work and now am sitting here in front of my computer telling you about it. I'm not that big of a loser! :) OH! and I didn’t get any throw up in my hair!

Here’s a funny quote
"All I ask for is a chance to prove that money can't make me happy"

01-17-05 Blake and Yasmin meet

01-17-05 3:17 p.m.

Blake and Yasmin met and hit it off really well this past weekend. That was really cool. We all got drunk, Yasmin the drunkest -but it was all in good fun. Blake even had a blast considering he was the only guy and Yasmin was talking about having babies - it was very funny. I would love to have a repeat of that night. Maybe another guy for Yasmin so she wouldn’t feel lonely, but then Yasmin wouldn’t act like Yasmin and it wouldn’t be as much fun. Oh well. It’ll be figured out. The cool thing about everything considering the fact I haven’t seen Blake in a while it wasn’t overly uncomfortable like it has been before. It was at times bc Yasmin would talk to us like we were married and that’s def not the case. But, I think we both just looked at the poor drunk girls mouth it was coming out of. Or maybe I just did and it didn’t bother Blake. Sorry Yasmin, hope that doesn’t offend you. Blake did something sweet, he called me at 7 in the morning to tell me he had a good time. TG he did bc I overslept and was almost late for work. And plus it was nice to hear his voice so soon. Lets see how long I have to wait to hear it again though….

Ok so here’s another thing I just thought of. At one point on sat night before Yasmin got there I was on the phone with her and when I got off Blake was trying to tell me ‘if had things to go do, then go do it’ and then told me Yasmin sounded like a guy. I got my phone out and showed him my call list -not a guy. Now, if I were to do that to him I am sure he would think I was crazy. That would go under Blake’s category of ‘psycho girl bull shit’. And if it was something that happened a lot I would be under the category of ‘psycho ex gf’. OH and I can’t go outside and smoke and talk on the phone bc he thinks that’s shady. Never mind the fact he thinks its totally cool to not see me for 2 weeks. Whatever. I guess I’ll be the bigger person there.
ta ta